60. Hypocrite In A Hippy Crypt - “Wanted”

This song is the post-mortem of youth. It’s the momentary idealistic clarity of young adulthood quickly getting thrown asunder by a world full of realism. It’s seeing your potential yet turning your back on it. A declaration of how self-confidence when cloaked in apathy can devolve into self-loathing. It’s an existential depression that continuously sees the silver lining, yet willingly stays stagnant, content in its mediocrity only because it fears the innevibility of failure. It’s finding love but feeling too worthless to seek it out. It’s fear of inadequacy. It’s being confident in your lack of confidence. It’s feeling hopeless while acknowledging there’s still hope. It’s life, in all its hypocritical and convoluted simplicity.